poetry and shorts on flow states of various kinds, occasional explorations into clutch states, ebbing.

Monday, April 24, 2017

the land is fat

full vernal pools and
all the little trickles, through the
stonewalls sunk deeper in the mud than
they were just a few days ago
the snow only lingers in the shadows, the moss is green
on the soft spongy ground.

that sound of 
cavitation:
a cubic foot here 
and a cubic foot there, all springing from
the running land.

the land is Fat,
springs spring eternal
rebirth (what a theme!):
the vernal pools chirrup at night
the warm air full of moisture, that sweet sex smell of
almost summer (it's too soon!)

the dinosaur slowly stirs,
all the details are forgotten
in the primordial mouth

sweep sweep sweepbrace
squirt ! surf!
 the land phat
the river juicy
plump and crispy
frosties and the wheaties and the 
undigested toilet paper
a foamy brown syrup
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i love chicken i love chicken yes I do !
and I love my antibiotic soup !
to swim in
everybody pooops ...

the land is phat, overflowing now, the ground itself is raining, 
and the rain just keeps juicing, and the land is blooming,
the air is cleaner 
and the land is PHAT !

the fish are jumping and the
human
piscine bird shit stinks 
and the herons gawk, so slowly

before a strike.

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

dinosaur poem #3

the atmosphere traps more heat than it used to
even from 
when I was a child

thats a fact
and I can feel it 
the ozone layer aint what it used to be
even if the ground level ozone
aint what it used to be either 

it doesn’t work the same anyways
and my arms are just starting to look old
flecked tan and white white and tan
the baltic is a long way away
and it aint what it used to be 
either.


we were blessed to 
evolve in a time of plenty
riding the cycles (According to William Calvin)
of boom bust bust boom
opportunistically cooperating to munch 
the grazing animals
and gather the seeds of grasses 
sprung up in the wake of enormous fires (often set by us)
and sometimes,
devouring each other.


the river is phat still
a bit muddy, too dark to see the shad even more ferociously roiling 
in the big eddy below the concrete overflow
“I haven’t got a bite all day” he says
I think I got about 5 bites just on my paddle I say
the fish aren’t hungry
they want to fight.


but its heron season, shad season
whatever you want to call it
a young beaver
or muskrat is at ease in the high water
another hole to hide in
they are gone

— 

flocks of cormorants sit
on the rocks drying their wings in the morning.
big groups of them, like undertakers
black eyes staring at the sun.

—-
the bluebells are out in a plenty 
says John
I thought they were a fence
says Tom
I had just begun to notice them overpowering
the yellow of the violets.
i’m barely awake these days
the senses deadened
by the heat of the morning.

—-

like an animal
it makes you feel
fighting for survival
or just backwards surfing 
enjoying the heck out of the crashing 
chunderous waves 
that will knock you back
down and out
of your boat.
3 is a good number.
safety 3rd.


there’s still a dinosaur down there
head pointed down river
neck vertebrae now visible (at 4.8 on the government gauge above the city’s water intake)
but their tail is covered, and
the meatcleaver spine is just a massive lump of water
hiding a terminal hole.
the beast is always hungry.
satiated

it sleeps.

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

a 4.91 poem

after the long eddy paddle
down from old angler's (a few nice surfs here and there)
yellow falls, the offut waves, stubblefield

in my mind there is only
that wave - formed for a second there - massive, planar, glassy but surging
at the top breaking foam
probably surfable amidst the frosties.

the low tide drops out from
below the rocks
barely visible and too jagged to form the grand canyon 3-d wave box
too flushy for the boat
eating whirlpools to form
it's still plenty munchy.

it's rowdy rowdy rowdy
and whooping past the fishing crowd
i can't see a damn thing but white
brown
brown
brown
running the brown
claws down

patches of color on the bank
stern sweep sweep
stern sweep sweep
stay upright
brace
sweep to angle surf past the friendly rocks now looking mean.

take a shower when you get home
to flush the brown back down
out to the bay where supposedly,
it belong.

Monday, April 3, 2017

double sided picket fence


the double sided picket fence
never noticed before
except for the sloppy spray job
of paint on the rhododendron leaves and holly trunks

a squirrel nest in the big cherry tree extending its flowers to the sky
and the petals keep on falling falling falling
in the early morning sun.

in rojava they rejoice for spring? and hezbollah overextends
away from home and
into the turmoil of big fish
fighting a shrinking net

as the earth warms
exhaust fills my lungs
and the organs slightly blacken
trees bark split

along the sidewalk a few suckers sprout
will they be cut down?

the squirrels have stayed busy digging
holes in the lawn where
their walnut size brains
can remember a million nuts.

and the backyard doesn’t drain like it used to
it’s all slowly settling
along the too thin foundation
built in the frenzy after the Last GREAT war
back when they were openly kicking blacks out of the neighborhood
before it was uncool to be racist
and you had to blame the market.

the river is pumping
running brown
with sand and silt and human shit
and the chickens all cooped up
and the cows all chickened together
it’s swirling swirling

robins sing and finches twitter, the siskins are out
digging for bugs in the branches.

the woods are full of hedera helix,
the ground ivy, and eurasian honeysuckles,
herb robert - the ubiquitous pelargoniums,
and crowded with the feet of europeans (I among them).

the cardinals beak:
purposefully asymmetrical to shed shells of
seeds with no fingers or teeth to speak of.

love blossoms down in the ivy, 
my neighbor’s (the sociopath) cat stalks across the yard,
and affection is like a battery, needing a circuit to work and be recharged,

even if through murder of the unsuspecting squirrel or songbird.

land of no sympathy

in the country of no shame
you must never ask for help
in the country of no sympathy
you are always by yourself



it’s hard not to think of all the 
white men
who 
were told they were special
because their life was easy
(at least relatively)
and who were stomped upon nevertheless
by the same system that
used them to oppress
and now
flocking to a voice that told them they are indeed victims
they are willing to recreate the mess


(spurred ever onwards through the land of no sympathy)

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